Monday, December 15, 2014

#DasGeschenkWeiterGeben



Hi Everyone! How's it going? Things in Germany are pretty darn good. We had our Christmas Conference this past wednesday AND IT WAS SO GREAT! It was my zone (Munich Zone) combined with Stuttgart Zone which is just loads of fun because I ran into lots of friends from former districts and areas. Some ward members made us a delicious meal of ham, potatoes, and sauerkraut. It was really delicious and I probably gulped down more than I should have, but it was so good. People over here really know what they are doing with potatoes. Anyways, we also had a gift exchange. We all had to bring a small gift and before we started eating we did this switch-aroo thing where we passed them all around in crazy directions. I ended up with a German Christmas CD and some little LED lights. It was fun. AND as a Christmas present, President Kohler did not hold back. He has lots of connections and so...drum roll please... we got to watch Meet the Mormons. We were all freaking out. It was really good. It just kind of explains that while we are "Mormons" we are normal people with jobs and families. I will admit though, it was SO American. It was really funny. Everyone kept pointing out thing things about it that were "so American" while we were watching it. It was really good though. I wish it was translated into German so we could show it to people here. 


But, as part of the more spiritual side of our conference, President talked to us about the Church's Christmas Initiative. If you haven't seen or heard of it yet, check out mormon.org because it is so cool. Quite honestly, I don't know what it would be in English, but there is a video online about why we really celebrate Christmas. The Church even made special Christmas pass-along cards for us to use. The theme is Er ist Das Geschenk or He is the gift. We are just trying to talk to literally as many people as possible about Jesus Christ and share with them why we celebrate Christmas. We have already had so many cool experiences with this Christmas initiative. 

On Friday actually we had a painter in our apartment, because our landlord felt that the wall needed to be painted. So, while he was at the wall painting, I sat down in a nearby chair and just started talking to him. It wasn't anything too intense, but I then asked him if he was excited about Christmas. He said no. I asked him why and he said that it is because Christmas is all about money and he just thought it was pointless. I asked him if he believed in Jesus and he chuckled a bit and then said no, and then I asked why not. He said Christ just can't be real because it is too amazing. At that point it did kind of hit me how depressing Christmas would be if there was not a birth of the Son of God to celebrate. It would be totally commercial without Christ. Well anyways, I didn't really push anything on him, but looking around our apartment and seeing my tag, he could tell I was a missionary for some sort of religion, so he asked me what I believe. This was probably one of the coolest moments of my mission. I just got to tell this man what I believed about Christ and the Book of Mormon and why I celebrate Christmas. He was very sincere about everything, so I gave him a Book of Mormon and told him to watch the Er is das Geschenk video and he said he would and I really feel like he did. I didn't get any of his contact information or make an appointment with him or anything, but I got to talk to him about our Savior Jesus Christ and why he means so much to me. It is moments like those that just make a mission so worthwhile.

On Saturday we had our ward Christmas party and this ward has a tradition where they go into the forest with lanterns for a little bit and sing songs and read Christmas poems. The missionaries were asked to sing the first Noel in English (because we can do that). So we did and I think it went ok considering one of the Elders is tone deaf, but it was a fun time. I really like talking to the young women in this ward. They are great. It was just a really good time to get to know the ward better.
But yeah, that is my week in a nutshell. Things in Augsburg are good. I'm glad that I get to be here doing this. It's a privilige actually and I don't think I could take this time of my life for granted if I tried. I hope you all have a good week and make good choices!

Love,
Sister Smiley

Pictures: Us wondering what the heck we think we are doing going out into the pitch black at 5:00 in the evening, me and some of the young women at the ward christmas party, and just a random shot at the party (Sister Baker is a goofball)

Saturday, December 13, 2014

It's a Girl!

Hi Everyone! Well transfers happened and I said goodbye to Sister Mehr which is always sad, but I went to the Munich train station and picked up my very own brand new golden missionary! Her name is Sister Baker. She is from Teton Idaho (I guess it is close to Rexburg) and her mission is her first experience leaving the States. She is such a beast. So far, she has handled everything like a champ. She beasted her first Sunday, and her first eating appointment, and we had a lesson with a less active family with the Elders on Saturday which went a little crazy, but she just rolled with it which is a really good trait to have as a missionary. She never learned German before she came on her mission, so I'm trying to help her with it because it is really frustrating when you can't communicate with people. Normally, the rule is that you speak German whenever you aren't in the apartment and English or your native tongue when you are inside the apartment. She got here and asked to speak German all the time. I don't really mind because it's good practice for me, but of course, I'm not mean so we switch into English if something needs to be explained. It hasn't even been a week, but I already feel like I am learning so much from her. It is going to be a growing experience for both of us I think.

All in all, the week has been good though. On Friday we hosted a movie night in the attic of our ward building because it's perfect for that kind of thing. The movie was the Polar Express. Obviously, we the missionaries did not watch it, but we invited all of the ward members, their friends, our investigators, and basically anyone we saw on the streets. The turn out was pretty good. We got an appointment out of it with a family who is investigating the Church, so that makes it worth while. We made lots of popcorn that night and decorated the attic with loads of snow flakes that the Elders cut out. It was quite magical. 

On Saturday, I had the opportunity to take Sister Baker street contacting for her first time. It was just about 30 minutes because we had an awkward gap of time between appointments, but it was really cool. Sister Baker wants to share this gospel so bad, I can tell. I really love that about her. I love the desire that she has to really bring others unto Christ. We are going to channel that desire and really make things happen. This is the Christmas transfer. Miracles happen during the Christmas transfer. 

Oh! And speaking of Christmas, I didn't even tell you yet what our p-day was like last week. Sister Mehr and I demolished the Christmas market in Augsburg. Needless to say, it is beautiful. The Elders and a ward member joined us as we walked around to all of the stands and looked at all of the pretty things. The Elders made fun of us though because we were actually shopping. Why else would you go to a Christmas market? It was fun. We all got some things and some really good food. There is one stand where you can get everything imaginable for a nativity set. There are little buckets with baby Jesus in just about any size. We laughed at that one a bit. It was really fun though. I am just so blessed to be serving in this part of the world. 

I am taking Sister Baker to the market today :) This week we have a couple of exciting things coming up. On Wednesday we have the Christmas Conference for our zone. President is basically traveling all around the mission and doing this conference for all of the zones. I'm really excited though. I don't know what exactly we are doing, but Christmas is in the title, so it must be great. On Saturday, we have the ward Christmas party, and the missionaries were asked to sing The First Noel. I don't even remember the last time I sang a hymn in English, so we'll have to work that out. It should be fun though. I'm excited. We have been inviting people to that like crazy. 

But yeah, that's what my life is like these days. I hope you are all doing well and making good choices.

Love,
Sister Smiley



Pictures: Sister Baker and I with our tiny little Christmas tree, Sister Mehr and I on transfer day after getting her suitcases onto the bahn with some miracle, and Sister Mehr and I at the Christmas market last week

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

TRANSFERS!! I'm Being Trusted with a Golden...

Hi Everyone! I hope you all had a great week. We got transfer calls this past Saturday and I get to stay in Augsburg. Why? BECAUSE I'M TRAINING A BRAND NEW MISSIONARY FRESH FROM THE MTC. Sister Mehr is going to Munich which is really funny because she is going to be my Sister training leader which means we are going to go on exchanges. We are pretty pumped for that because then we are only kind of split up and I will see her again on the 10th for the Christmas conference. 
Transfers are just always crazy. We were dying on Saturday morning when we were waiting for the call. There just aren't enough Sisters coming into this mission, so they have been closing down Sister areas like crazy and Sister Mehr and I were scared that we were going to be closed, but lo and behold, we are getting a little baby missionary here and I'm going to have to act like I know what I'm doing. I'm pretty nervous to train for real this time. Technically I've trained before, but I've either done it in a drit or have come in half way through the training program, so this time I'll actually be starting from scratch. I'm going to the Munich train station on Thursday, say goodbye to Sister Mehr and then look for my golden. It's going to be an adventure for sure. Stay tuned to see what happens!


Anyways, we had a good week in addition to our transfer call. On Monday we were wandering around in the main square of Augsburg waiting for the Christmas Market to open and we found out that in a few minutes they would be having the opening ceremony for the Christmas Market, so we stayed and watched. There was a stage set up, the Mayor gave a speach, a local choir and brass band played some songs, and then in the Rathaus there was this thing where ladies dressed up as angels came out of the windows and did a little performance thing. Then the Mayor's voice came on and he said "Der Weihnachtsmarkt is öffnen!" and at that moment all of the lights came on in the town and all of the little stands opened their windows. It was pretty magical. It belonged in a Christmas movie for sure. Sister Mehr and I roamed around, got some bratwurst and kinderpunsch and my first purchase was a really cute Santa ornament. It is just so beautiful. I can't believe I get to serve in this part of the world. Sister Mehr and I are going back today for her last p-day in Augsburg and we are going to tear it up. 

On a different note, we had a really good lesson with our new investigator this week on the Plan of Salvation. It went so well. We talked to her for a bit and asked how reading in the Book of Mormon has been going and she said she prayed about it and just felt good. I couldn't possibly ask for anything more. Moments like that just make you so happy to be doing this work. I feel so priviliged to be doing this. Sometimes, the German is tough, and running around to catch trains and busses is exhausting, but when things like that happen, you just love everything about being a missionary.
On Wednesday we had a member to visit. They told us to come by, so we made some brownies and prepared a spiritual thought and found the train station where we needed to get off. Well, we got to the right train station, hopped off, held up our map and literally all we saw was fields. It was pretty comical actually. Sister Mehr and I just gave each other the kind of look where you say "What on earth do we do now?" Well, after a great deal of searching, we found a street sign that led us into the right direction and after only an hour and a half of walking, we found the address...And the member wasn't home when they said they would be. So we left the brownies, wrote a nice note and began our journey back to the little train station in the middle of nowhere. That's basically my life right now and it's just funny. We do waht we can and that's all we can do :)

Oh and guess what!? We actually did get to celebrate Thanksgiving!!!! Turns out, a member in my ward is half American and her American father happened to be in town the week of Thanksgiving, so she invited all four of us missionaries over and we had a German version of Thanksgiving. Instead of potatoes we had knödel and instead of cranberries we had purple cabbage. It was really good. It was so nice of them to think of us and invite us over. We had a good time and shared a killer spiritual thought about gratitude.
So overall, I'm not gonna lie, life as a missionary isn't the easiest thing I've ever done. I think about what I was doing before my mission and that was just peaches and cream, but my goodness, there is just something about this work that makes you excited to wake up in the morning and exercise even though it is pitch black outside and you know you'll be walking forever. It is just amazing.

I hope you all have a good week and make good choices!

Love,
Sister Smiley


Pictures: Us and Sonja at the Christmas market, what the market looks like from above, I was an idiot and burned my finger on the stove so I spent the evening with it in a cup of cold water. Sister Mehr laughed at me...


Sunday, November 30, 2014

Seriously, When is Thanksgiving?

Hi Everyone! I hope you are all having a good week and doing good things. I'm doing pretty well. Sister Mehr and I had a good week in Augsburg. Last Monday we went on one of the most killer p-day adventures of my mission. We went to Neuschwanstein which is the giant castle that the Disney princess castle is based off of. It's in my district and we all hopped on a train and went over and IT WAS SO COOL!!! It was really weird being among tourists and hearing people around us speak English, but it was just so amazing. We hiked up to the castle, walked around the courtyard and saw some stuff, and then went over to this bridge that has a super pretty view of the castle and ate lunch. Lots of pictures were snapped and we stopped at a gift shop and everyone got their souvenirs. I got an edelweiss necklace. It was just so much fun and I feel SO blessed to be serving in this part of the world. 


On Tuesday we went to Munich again. We had training with President Kohler and interviews. It was a really good day. We got to see the Munich Sisters which is always fun. Sisters are few and far between in this mission, so when you see another set of sisters, you enjoy the time with them while you can. During the training with President, there was a part where we could ask him anything we wanted. Sister Mehr and I were wondering when Thanksgiving is, because seriously, we have no idea. I think it's this week, so we are going to be eating chicken for dinner in our apartment. We'll probable wear brown and orange or something and make some hand turkeys. We'll have to see. 

Training was really good though. President wants us to vamp up or finding skills and try dooring differently than we already do. Well, Sister Mehr and I did what he said. We tried dooring a little differently than holding out the Book of Mormon. We used pamphlets and family search and basically any Church resource we could think of, but gosh people can be mean. You would not believe some of the rejections we got. You would think we are trying to come into your house to brain wash you and feed you to zombies or something. Geez. We've come to the point where we are successful if people give us a nice rejection. Quite honestly, it's not my favorite thing in the world, but we are missionaries and we do it and there are promised blessings, so I'm going to keep going.

Anyways, this week we were the activity for the young men in our ward. They made dinner for us and the Elders. They told us to come to Church at 6:30, so we did and they pulled out the Foosball table and told us to play while we waited for the food. We were obedient, so we did what we were told, and I hate to brag, but I crushed everyone. Apparently, I've got game. It was fun, but yeah, so the food came out and it was delicious and we got to hang with the young men in the Ward. That was pretty fun. It was super nice of them to think of us for their activity and give us some delicious schnitzel. 

Last week we got a new investigator, and this week we went over to teach her about the Restoration. Sister Mehr and I role played it like crazy because we really just wanted it to go well and for the Spirit to be able to be there. We had a joint teach there and my goodness, it went really smoothly. She was happy to see us when we got there, she had already been reading in the Book of Mormon and was just excited to learn more. We taught the lesson and it was probably one of the most powerful lessons I've had on my mission so far. Everyday I am more and more impressed with how far Sister Mehr's German is coming, but in that situation, she was able to say everything she wanted and I know that is is because the Holy Ghost was there helping her. It was a really cool experience. I am just so fortunate to be able to be a part of moments like that. Being a missionary really is the coolest thing. Yes, you do have moments where people tell you to get out and don't like you the second they meet you, but then you have the moments where the Spirit is there bearing witness to those that need it, and it is moments like that that make a mission so worth it. I just love being here so much.

On a different note, more than half of our light bulbs went out this week and our shower head snapped in half. Don't ask me how, but it just did. So we were living in a dark apartment and essentially hosing ourselves off in the morning. Well, we called the senior couple responsible for our apartment, and they told us we could go to a hardware store and get light bulbs and a shower head. Sister Mehr and I went to the German version of Home Depot and did some home improvement. It was pretty fun. I can tell you all about watts and stuff now. We got what we needed and now are apartment is lovely. We can see and everything. It was one of those moments where you're just kind of proud of yourself :)

Anyways, I hope you all have a great week. Make good choices!

Love,
Sister Smiley

Pictures: us at Neuschwanstein, and selecting a shower head at Bauhaus

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Miracles and Stake Conference


Hi Everyone! What a week! It was really something, so I guess I'll start with zone training. We had zone training on Tuesday and it was super cool. We talked about how to really use pamphlets when teaching. The Church has these awesome pamphlets that we can use when we teach and it just helps to make things really clear when we are teaching, so we had a whole shindig about how to use them to the fullest. As a part of that we had to do role plays practicing using the pamphlets and I got put with one of the AP's (Assistant to the President) AND IT WAS SO SCARY. This is probably bad, but in my mind, AP's do everything right. We sat down and I did my role play with some wrong German grammar and mess ups here and there, and then he did his role play and basically, he crushed it. It was actually kind of funny, but also super intimidating. The thing is though, I learned a lot. I understood it a lot better after seeing how he would do it, but just wait. This ties into something that happened later in the week, so stay tuned.

On the same day, Sister Mehr and I got a referral from Salt Lake in the mail which is pretty exciting because we have been working really hard with the ward and on our own to get a new investigator. Seriously, we have been praying and doing everything we could to find someone to add to our teaching pool and we freaked out when we got this refurral. It was a tender mercy for sure. WELL we went to contact this referral (because the phone number didn't work), so we pulled out all of our maps and train schedules and figured out how to get to the address, (that is honestly half the battle). We got to the right train station and walked a bunch and GOT THERE!! She knew who we were as soon as we came to the door. She invited us in and wanted to learn about the Book of Mormon and what we believe. She went to the mormon.org website and liked what she saw so she just wants to learn more. Well, in that moment, I remembered that I had the Restoration pamphlet in my bag from when we practiced at zone training and we totally got to do the whole role play! It was awesome! It just went really well and we have another appointment this week! When we were walking back to the train station, Sister Mehr and I called our Zone Leaders and freaked out to them about how we got to use the role play. It was a party over the phone. Actually, it was a miracle. There is always someone out there who wants to learn more about the gospel.

Well anywho, we also had Stake Conference this week or Pfahl Konferenz. It meant that we had to go to Munich AGAIN, but that's ok because Stake Conference is cool. There was a meeting on Saturday night that we went to. It ended at seven and with trains and stuff we didn't get home until about 10 p.m. which is not ideal, but it happens. At the Saturday conference though, they talked A LOT about missionary work. There is a solid handfull of missionaries from the Munich Stake who are out, and they had them all write letters to the Stake about missionary work and then read them over the pulpit. That was pretty cool. The next day (Sunday) a couple in our ward drove Sister Mehr and I to Conference which was really nice of them. They picked us up and started driving and asked what our rules were on music. We gave them the white handbook spiel and explained that it should be uplifting, invite the spirit, no romantic undertones etc. They said "perfect! we have a really good song to listen to!" and started blasting "Eye of the Tiger". It was actually hilarious. Sister Mehr and I were just sitting in the back seat looking at each other trying not to laugh, because yes, it is a pretty uplifting song, but it is not exactly something we would have playing in our apartment when we are getting ready in the morning. 

Well anyways, we got to Conference and walked in and just started talking to people like crazy. We talked to people in our Ward and people not in our Ward and just talked and talked and talked. For a second, I looked up on the stand and noticed our Mission President (President Kohler) sitting on the stand with his wife (as he was speaking) watching us all like a hawk. It is a really good thing Sister Mehr and I were talking to people, because whether we know it or not, we are being watched all the time. Moral of the story, be the best missionary you can be all the time. It was a really good Conference though. The youth sang, and I thought back to the time in my life when I participated in youth choirs like that. It is so weird to be where I am now, and look at the young women and know that I was there not that long ago. It's just crazy.

But yeah, that's my life in a nutshell. Some of you may or may not be noticing that I am writing pretty early today. That is because we are going on a p-day adventure to Neushwanstein! It's the castle that inspired Cinderella's caslte at Disney World. I'm pumped. I'm wearing pants. It doesn't get much better than that! I hope you all have a great week and make good choices!

Love,
Sister Smiley

Pictures: Cake at a cafe, me doing some mapping before heading out to an address, and a simple yet charming picture of Sister Mehr and I.

Monday, November 10, 2014

Exchanges, Ward Council, and Scripture Mastery!

HI everyone! So I would say Sister Mehr and I had a pretty good week. Last Monday we had a pretty chill p-day. We went into the city and ran some errands and then ate pizza at this family run place that is pretty well-known in Augsburg. It's called Il Dragone and was really good. Sister Mehr and I tend to take a lot of pictures with food because this mission is such a culinary experience. Well anyways, we also went to Sonja's store to go visit her. I call is a makeup castle, but to others, it is a cosmetics boutique. We were trying out moisturizers and she started asking us about the kind of husbands we were looking for. It caught Sister Mehr and I off guard because her questions are usually about Jesus and prophets and things like that. So our first response was the joking Sister missionary response that we are not looking for husbands right now because we are missionaries, so we just tell awkward dating stories when we are bored, but we started to talk to her about it even more and we realized her real concern. It was an interesting one to me: are we going to love a man for his money? She just wanted to know our thoughts on this. Do we want to be really rich in temporal things when we are all grown up and stuff, or are we ok with living a humble life, and what is the church's stance on that. I wanted to tell her exactly the right thing in that moment, and at first, I just racked my brain a bit, but then it just came: Jacob 2:18-19. Before you seek for riches, seek ye first the kingdom of God, and after ye have obtained a hope in Christ, ye shall obtain riches if ye seek them and ye shall seek them for the intent to do good. That was my pathetic translation from German, but her face lit up when we said that because it made perfect sense to her. It was just really cool. The scriptures can answer basically any question. So after we said that, Sonja pointed at us and said we could marry brain surgeons or something that makes loads of money, but it's still ok as long as we seek the Kingdom of God first. That was exactly it. It was just such a cool moment where you can see the lightbulb go on. 

On Tuesday this week, we had Gemeinderat or ward council and quite honestly, it scares me to death every time. Germans tend to get worked up about things, so there are a lot of opinions that get thrown around the room, and the goal is to not get stuck in the middle of it. Well, the Sister Mehr and I and the Elders were getting pumped up before we went in and gave ourselves a little pep talk. It was kind of funny actually, because we were all legitimately nervous. Well, we went in, and IT WENT GREAT!! We did our bit and got a lot of head nods and smiles and then moved on. I think you could hear all four of us sigh with relief once we got passed our part. It was just a good moment. Ward council is really something. 

On Wednesday and Thursday I went on austausch (exchanges) with the Munich Sisters. I was in Munich and Sister Mehr stayed here. The fun thing is that I got to go with Sister Motto who was in my zone in Stuttgart and she was the first Sister I went on exchanges with on my mission. She is awesome. We are the same height and everything, so it's always a good time. Well anyways, the first day of the tausch went well and everything was fun, but then the next day we headed out to go to an appointment and when we got to the train station, we learned that the Deutsch Bahn system was on strike AGAIN. So all appointments had to be cancelled and we had to figure out how we were going to switch back. We went to the church and looked up train times to see if there was anything at all going to and from Augsburg and there was one train in the evening. Needless to say, I was in Munich for much longer than I expected, but Sister Motto and I had a good time. 

Yesterday was November 9th, and for you history buffs out there, you already know that on that day in 1989, the wall came down in Berlin. Let me tell you, November 9th is a really interesting day to be in Germany. We had an eating appointment with a member who lived on the east side of Berlin before the wall came down and gosh her life was interesting. She told us the differences she noticed when the wall came down, and how her life changed. There is just such an interesting history here. The people have really experienced some crazy things. 

But anywho, my life is going pretty well. I hope you are all doing well. Make good choices!

Love,
Sister Smiley

Pictures: The first one is our pizza date last Monday, the second one is Sister Motto and I at the München train station, and the last one is what it looks like when Sister Mehr and I do emails every week.

Monday, November 3, 2014

And It's Official!

Hi Everyone! So Sonja got confirmed yesterday and it went really smoothly, so we couldn't have asked for anything better. It's kind of funny actually, Sister Mehr and I were freaking out before church because we hadn't had any contact with Sonja since Wednesday, and that is so not ideal AT ALL so we were really worried. We were thinking she wouldn't be at church and that we would be failiures because she wouldn't be at church the week after she got baptized. Basically, we took the walk of shame to Relief Society (we have Relief Society and then Sunday School and then Sacrament here) and we walked through the doors, and there she was. Sonja was just sitting in Relief Society chatting it up with other ladies before it started. Basically, Sister Mehr and I realized we have no faith. She got to Relief Society BEFORE US. It was kind of funny because we were freaking out for nothing. Sonja has a testimony and we should not have thought the worst and expected her to go inactive the week after her baptism. We learned our lesson there. 

OH, and I hope everyone had a good Halloween this year! Sister Mehr and I wore orange and black, and for companionship study, we found the most Halloweeny song in the hymn book we could sing: All Creatures of Our God and King. That was the best we could do. Halloween is kind of a thing here, but it is nothing like my street in Libertyville on Halloween. It is flooded with kids every year. No one came trick or treating at our aparment or anything...not that we would know, because we were't home, but this young married couple in our ward invited us over for Halloween Dinner. They are the cutest people in the world. They have this tiny apartment, and she loves Pinterest, so it's totally a Pinterest apartment, and there were Halloween cupcakes and chilly, and rolls, and ginger ale, and pudding with gummy worms in it. It was so much fun. That was our halloween in a nutshell. Simple, but still fun. We'll see what Thanksgiving is like in Germany...

On Tuesday, transfers happened. Sister Mehr and I got to stay here in Augsburg, but my trainer went home this transfer which is just depressing because she is awseome, but she served a solid 18 months, so I guess America is worthy of having her now and she can keep helping the people there. We also said Tchüss to our District Leader. He got transfered to Wiener Neustadt (where I used to be), and left bright and early in the morning. We all went to the main train station in Augsburg to say goodbye and off he went. It's always a bit depressing when one of the crew ships out, but we welcomed in a new member, Elder Parkinson. He was just working in the Stuttgart zone (my first zone) and is our new District Leader. I have already been given his pants to hem up for him and Sister Mehr and I were volunteered to make lunch for district meeting. There seems to be this misconception that because we are Sisters, we must be domestic goddesses. It's really interesting, but oh well. We have made it work, because we can't afford to make a big meal like that every week, so we have the Elders pay a few euros and when they want pants hemmed up, they need to give me the thread, because I only have so much. It works just fine. I don't mind helping them out, but sometimes all I think in my head is "Elders, why did that sound like a good idea?" It's ok though, we are all learning. 

Last night we went to a family's house for dinner and Family Home Evening. We had cheese fondu and it was SO good. It was as legit as fondu gets. We dipped just about everything we could think of into the giant pot of melted cheese. Sister Mehr and I taught the Family Home Evening lesson. We talked about Captain Moroni and that Title of Liberty and had everyone made their own banners of what they stand for. It was fun and went over well. The family has three kids: a 13 year old daughter, a 12 year old son, and a 5 year old son. They are just really cool.

Something I am realizing more and more on my mission is just how badly I need the atonement. I make mistakes all the time, and there are always things that I wish I could do better, but if there was no atonement, I would probably go into a state of depression or something knowing that I mess up so much. It's not that I'm a walking talking disaster, but I'm human, so stuff happens, but you can ALWAYS turn to your Father in Heaven and ask for forgiveness. When you do that, He really will shove those mistakes behind you. He helps pick you up, and dust you off so you can keep going. I wish more people were aware of that because it is amazing. It's one of the many things that motivates me to do this work every day. We can get past the tough spots. It's just so cool. 

But anyways, life in Augsburg is great. Sister Mehr is still awesome. We laugh so much. I think you can't go through your mission being serious all the time because then it just wouldn't be a positive experience. The truth is, Sister Mehr and I really have no idea what we are doing, but we are trying our best and we keep a smile on our face along the way. It's one big soul saving party...or something like that :) Anyways, I hope everyone is doing well and making good choices!

Love,
Sister Smiley

Picture: Us sending Elder Jensen off at the train station.